CIVIL WAR JOURNAL OF JAMES B. LOCKNEY

WIS. 28th REGMT., CO. G

November 1864

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Camp at Pine Bluff
November 1st, Tuesday, 1864

Last night I wrote with Mr Moore at his light till full 10 O'clock, then we both lay down & I slept well alone till roll call, for Hinkley was on Picket.  The night was calm & cloudy.  We heard last evening that Reveille would be 1/2  hour later, but it was as early as usual today.  Rain began to fall early this P.M. & continued without intermission till 8 O'clock.  About noon, a detail for foraging was sent round calling for men in 15 minutes with two days rations.  It was nearly an hour however ere the call was beat.  This took Moore, a Corp being called for from our Co.  This P.M. has been a slavish time for men on outdoor duty.  Officers of the Day got wet doing their rounds & those brave boys on outpost had a hard time with no protection, but their rubber blankets.  I am on guard today at Headquarters.  I walked my beat 1 1/2 hours in the wet-under & over- when the Adj General told me I might stand in the shelter under the porch.  I then kid him & obeyed gladly, or complied rather.  Corp Thos. Edwards is with us on guard.  I finished a letter to Anthony which I began Sunday & mailed it.  I also sealed some diary & A's last letter to Matt.  We heard the mail would go tomorrow morning, but it may not.  I saw a young woman-fair & tall- with a fresh, clear, & bright expression, who looked well enough for a blooming daughter of N.E.-N.Y.-Pa, O, or Wis.  She came on some business at Headquarters.  How many such daughters of the South brought up in affluence now suffer for the common wants of everyday life.  She was not in costly attire, but neatly & simply dressed.
Gen Clayton returned from Little Rock on Sunday night.  A few papers & letters were brought.  Of the latter, three were for our Co.  One of them from Wis as late as 18 inst.  The pontoon bridge was out of repair this A.M.   I wrote Anthony today that would prefer -for my part- to raise $1,200 on our land in Waukesha Co.  Rather than that he should come south & make our parents fret as they are apt to:  if they would not fret about the debt.  I fear they will fret in any case.  I feel very well & comfortable.  Day is dreary & on can feel the depression of spirits.

 

November 2d, Wednesday, 1864

Last night we made a fire in a waste log shanty-lately occupied by Cav.-near our place of duty & we got wood from Clayton's wood pile with which we kept fire all night.  The room was open so I put my rubber over a window to keep the wind out & Edwards & I laid two on the ground on which I slept with two wool blankets over my.  I slept from 10 to 2 & from 4 to 6 1/2 A.M.  Oh! how I disliked to be waked from my sweet sound sleep to sit or walk my beat alone in the long lonely hours of the night.  Surely I would not be a soldier for all the world's wealth.  But now we do not serve for money.  Our Regt had roll call early as usual, so our sick call was at the same time that the 125th Ill had Revielle at 6 1/2 A.M.  This is really provoking & not in the least necessary in any case, for the other Regt does its duty & the men are not waked up in the soundest of their sleep as if for no other purpose than to answer to their names & again go to bed as most do.  Guard at Clayton's is but little better than Picket, the chief advantages being that a person goes to his meals in camp & may have a shelter when on Post if it rains.
Today I saw what one of the boys called a scorpion, this was the first one I ever saw.  It was a small insect, not more than 1 1/4 or 1 1/2 inches long.  This was a wet & dreary day throughout.  Hinkley & I worked on our room.  He fixed the stove pipe & other parts & I plastered it with mud, so he & I write in it tonight for the first time.  The stove draws well & will heat the room in the coldest weather.  H- made our door to go on rollers so it occupies but little room.  The place will be very quiet & just such as we three or four will want if we can stay here till spring.  This evening the boys have a rumor that our Regt has orders to go to Little Rock & that 33d Iowa takes our place.  This is rather improbable, as the 33d is or was in our Brigade.  I think each of our boys would prefer to lose a month's pay than to leave here this winter, now when we are so  fixed up.  I hope this will prove unfounded.   The forage train did not get back today as was expected it would.  The boys have had a very severe time of it.  Yesterday P.M. Capt Williams of our Regt told me he wanted a clerk for the Court Marshall to sit here.  He wished to see a specimen of my writing, which I intend  to send tomorrow.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 3d, Thursday, 1864

Last night we lay down at 9 1/2 O'clock.  I slept well till roll call, which was early. We lay abed till daylight. The day was cloudy & wet all day. The foragers came to camp at noon. I felt a little anxious lest some of them--Moore or Peck-- would get sick by the exposure but I was pleasantly disappointed for all came in safe & well.  Moore said their rations gave out yesterday, so he had nothing to eat till he came to camp.  Hinkley & I were busy all day, making shelves & fixing our bunk &c.  Moore helped us in the P.M. so for the first time we are going to sleep in it tonight.  Our stove does so well that we can easily heat the small room more than we like.  Well, now amid all this comfort & contentment & improvement comes the disturbing news to be doubted no loner--that we must leave our pleasant quarters & start in a few days for Little Rock.  Last evening I hoped what we heard was without foundation, but today the reports have become changed to reliable & official statements of those well informed, that the 29th Iowa is to start next Saturday to relieve our Regt.  Lieut. Co. Patterson telegraphed to Capt Stephens to this effect, perhaps by way of courtesy.  I have heard Clayton strongly opposes taking our Regt away & telegraphed to Gen Steele to say that our Regt could not be well spared as many of our boys are clerks &c. in the several offices here besides Co F on Provost duty, Co D attend to the Pontoon Bridge & Co C run one saw mill.  It seems probable that all of those detailed on daily duty or detached service will be recalled & will have to take their places in the several companies to which they belong.  Those will fell this change as severely as any of us for they had good & easy places here, & vacancies are apt to be scarce at Little Rock.  This will bring some of them to their senses, for a few did not know themselves here, so haughty had they become.  I think what a harder time many Regiments had last spring in the advance to Camden & on the retreat.  We hope too for the joys that await us one year hence.  I see the recent death of Park Benjamin, the Poet, Lecturer & Journalist noticed in papers.  I felt very well all day.

 

Pine Bluff, Ark
November 4th, Friday, 1864

Last night I slept soundly & till a short time before Reveille this morning.  We congratulated one another last night as being the first time we had so comfortable a place since we left home.  Here we are retired as at home, free from intrusion & disturbance from anyone, with a table on which to write comfortable, seats in which to sit, places to hang our clothes where none may cast them aside., & boxes on a shelf to hold anything we wish to put away.  Mr. Moore said he would remember last night as long as the day in this month--9th I think '61--on which he & I saw the 10th Regt start south from the Lake Shore Depot in Milwaukee.  H- & I slept together & Mr. Moore alone.  The night was cold.  Today was a bright & pleasant day, cool & breezy.  The water in the river during the last week became clear as well or spring water- or nearly so- & as it is deep at the town the surface looks blue, like a large clear lake.  It is now fit for use for drinking & cooking.  H- & I worked together after Roll Call this morning getting breakfast, which we had early.  Clark was detailed last night for forage duty to report at 8 1/2 A.M. but he attended sick call & was reported on sick list being the only one I believe today -so H- Hinkley had to go in his place & I took his place cooking.  I managed things so as to give satisfaction to the boys who praised the coffee I made for dinner.  We had tea for supper I got along without any trouble.  About noon I finished & mailed a letter to Mother & one to Maria.  In the P.M. I went about town & sold 13 1/4 lb papers[?] of ground pepper for $1.70, soap for 60 cts.  This was mess saving.  Turner sold 19 lbs coffee this A.M. green for 85 cts & scorched .65 a lb.  This was mess saving also & is divided among us.  I visited more houses today than ever before here.  I found the people say they regret our departure as they think the boys were orderly  I made a short call on Lieut Trell this P.M.

 

Pine Bluff, Ark
November 5th, Saturday, 1864

Last night Hinkley & I being absent on forage, Moore & I slept together.  It was near 10 O'clock when we lay down.  I slept well till Roll Call, which I think was a little later than usual.  I did not lie down after Reveille as usual.  This A.M. I did up two packages of Harper's Weekly & sent one to Anthony & one to Maria.  There were two in each package.  The train for Little Rock composed of many Army wagons.& citizens having carriages for carrying passengers & wagons loaded with cotton &c started about 10 A.M.  Many soldiers went most of whose term of service had expired.  Some of those were of the 3d Minnesota, others of 1st Ind & perhaps a few of 5th Kansas & 7th Mo.  I heard of a man & his wife & two children paying $50 for conveyance to Little Rock.  The charges were generally enormous.  After dinner Moore & I took some corn down to the grist mill.  I sold what meal I had for $1.50.  There were three pecks of it.  I sold it to a citizen at @2.00 a bushel.  I also sold to one of Co B 1/2 bushel for a dollar.  All this was corn that I shelled when foraging so it cost me nothing.  This P:.M. I sold all my envelopes some 24 packages at 20 cts a pack.  They cost but about 14 cts a package.  I sold 14 or 16 qrs. of paper at 35 cts a qr, most of it in the 13th Ill Cav.  I found some of the boys who said they did not write, many had a supply while many had no money.  I find that most of the boys in all the Regt have little money, but this is no wonder, as many buy tobacco for $1.50 to 2.50 a pound.  I found the boys of the 126 Ill Inf were well supplied with paper of a quality inferior to mine which the Sergeant Major of the Regt sells them at 25 cts a quire.  They bought some of my envelopes of which they had more lack than of paper.  Those are much more able & intelligent than the members of 13th Cav.  I have a few more quires of paper left which I can sell without difficulty.  I did better than I had hoped with the envelopes as many of them were a little crushed in the corners in passing through the mail, but no one found fault with them.  This A.M. we heard the order for us to leave here is temporarily suspended as all the troops at L. Rock are wanted for use to cut off S Prices's retreat from Mo where we hear he was defected in fight.  I am very well.  Day was sunny & clear& bright.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 6th, Sunday, 1864

Last night I went about among some of our Boys & those of Co B.  I sold two boxes of pills at 50 cts apiece, ne in our Co & one in B.  Those are some that Hinkley & I sent for to Milwaukee & they cost us 25 cts a box, so for $3.00 we got 12 boxes.  This pays very well for the risk of sending for them as such things are seldom lost.  Our Orderly Sergt A.D. Foster sent of his own money & some that belonged to others to the amount of $24.50 to Morton, the gold pen Manufacturer for pens, cases &c.  He sent by the first mail after our last pay day being the same time we sent for ours, but though he has written once or twice since he has not heard anything of his remittance.  He wonders this, while others think the cause is his carelessness in sending such an order, because of his inordinately high opinion of has own abilities.  I made no mistake in sending for Hinkley, Gelzer, Smith, & myself & no loss occurred in any way.  Last winter, when gambling of all kinds was rife in all our Regt, Foster, McKee, & Edw. Thomas, wagoner or teamster from our Co sent $175.00 for a lot of watches to a puff jewelry shop in N.Y. but though the receipt of the money was acknowledged they never got watches money or any other equivalent.  Orderly lately had a lot of small knives sent by his father from Wis on which he charged an advance of about 75 per cent making the price $1.75 each.  Last evening I bought a good money purse from Hinkley for $.1.25.  It is calfskin & would cost about $2 here in the stores.  Alas, for human depravity!  Last night in Co B. I saw some of the boys have a pack of new cards of very expensive kind.  The chief cause of their costliness was that when held toward a bright light as a candle each presents a different obscene picture at which the boys were making, what I had to think was sorry merriment.  Perhaps the pack cost $2.50 or 3.00.  All this & now those have no money.
It was late -10- last night when we three lay down.  I waked before roll call this A.M. had a full wash before breakfast & was ready for Picket.  Day is pleasant  P.M. sunny.  I am well.  Read Chapts in 2d Samuel & Roads & R.R.

 

Pine Bluff, Arkansas
November 7th, Monday, 1864

Last night Walton took supper out to Turner & me.  I lay down about 6 1/2 P.M. & had some sleep till 10 when I was waked & was no post till the lonely midnight.  While I sat & watched the moon & again walked the beat, I was forced to think of my nephews Matthew & John Brogan, who came to this land of Freedom while yet young & enjoyed all the advantages of schools &c & when they had reached the age of manhood, instead of becoming citizens of the U.S. & one of them helping to put Rebellion down, or making themselves liable to be called in the defense of the Land, whose advantages they were so anxious to reap, they barely rejoiced in the immunity secured to them by their alien birth, non-citizenship & went away to Cal. where none would know them & they would be undisturbed in their pursuit of gold!  I could not but feel a hatred of such a course & sorry that those I knew & wished so well would follow in it, for if they live, they will often vainly regret having done so.  I slept well from 12 to 4 A.M.  Two showers fell between 2 & 6 O'clock, but did not continue long.  We were relieved about 9 O'clock by the 126 Ill.  They do all the Picket duty today.  It takes between 90 & 100 men from the Regt to guard the whole line.  We hear it is so arranged that one Regt will guard the whole line for one or two days at a time, taking it by turns.  This will be more fair in one way thus our reserve post had a good roof or good shelter.  On the other hand some regts are larger than others & should not do duty so long at a time or else not so often as others.  Well Joy, when I reached camp what should I find waiting for me but a letter from Matt & Mother dated from 16 to 18 ult.  At that time all were well.  On the 6th of Oct Matt paid a substitute to serve one year in his place.  He paid $7.00 & Alvarns Gilbert paid $7.25 for one.  Matt & Anthony had attended a Union Mass meeting at Waukesha on 15th ult.  Ex Governor Randal & Solomon were the chief speakers.  Matt saw Maria & Miss P.A. Evans.  Winter wheat looked well.  They were doing well with work &c.   I washed some today.  I am well.  We wake tomorrow to vote for Lincoln & Union.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff, Ark
November 8th, Tuesday, 1864

Last night we three wrote & studied till late & I did not lie down till about 10 1/2 O'clock.  I slept well till Reveille which was about 6 A.M.  At this we all rejoice.  Last night was calm & the air soft.  Today was cloudy & damp with air soft & calm.  I was detailed on Fatigue Duty this A.M. to get fresh beef for our Regt.  We got back at noon.  I had Bible & Roads with me, so I did not feel the time long while we had to wait.  I voted early, for the polls were open early, as some of our boys had to report on fatigue duty about 7 O'clock.  All in our Co voted before noon & it was a clear vote for Lincoln & Johnson, so was the vote in Co A 59 & K 36.  The vote of our Co was 45+!  In Co B the vote was 36 for Lincoln & 2 for McClellan.  E 41 on our side & 9 for McClellan, F 32 & 9.  H 37 Union & 2 Copperheads, I 40 Union & 2 Rebel votes, making a total vote of 438-- Union vote 407, & McClellan 31.  Union Majority 376.  I think few Regiments anywhere will show a better record than this.  It is very gratifying that our Co composed as it is of persons of natives & foreign birth was so unanimous, proving that we are truly a band of brothers.  All but two in our Co-Bowers & Wells voted & those two are not old enough, lacking a few months.  I believe the 7th Ma Cav is the only other Regt here that is allowed by the State laws to vote except perhaps 5th Kansas Cav.  I have heard no report from other Regts.  It was late when the total vote was known, as some of the Co's did not vote till late.  There were a few in some of the Companies who would not vote & a few cut off the head or electoral part of the ticket & voted only the local part.  Adj Kendrick voted with our Co though he was originally a member of B.  I finished a joint letter to Mother & Matt & sent it with some diary & letters from home.  I also enclosed a certificate from Capt that I did my full duty from July 1st to Nov 1st inclusive.  Mail was closed about 9 1/2 P.M.  The forage train went out this A.M.  Day was cloudy & drizzling.  I had a full wash before breakfast.  I am very well.

 

November 9th, Wednesday, 1864

I was not a little amused & made to feel indignant also a few days ago by a statement made by Lieut Gilbert in our mess room.  Speaking of his brother, Myron, whose name is on the union ticket for Assembly in our district, composed of the towns of New Berlin, Waukesha, Vernon & Muskego.  He said his brother is a cripple & that had it not been for that, he would have been in the Army long ago.  True, it is that nothing was gained by this stretch of a very fine point.  It appears that Myron sprained his ankle from 14 to 17 years ago & through in an acquaintance of 10 or 12 yrs, I never knew it to cause him any inconvenience, yet this has made the basis of him being a cripple!!!!!!  Two or three days ago, I & Lt G- was speaking of the death of Chief Justice Taney of U.S.Supreme Court which occurred at Baltimore on 13 ult in his 88 year.  He having been Jackson's Atty Gen & by him appointed to the Chief Justiceship, which office he held for 27 yrs past, being at first Anti-slavery, but changing so 'he devoted his old age to the degrading service of the propagandist of human servitude'.  Lieut & I were speaking of the made & cause of removing the U.S. Chief Justice.  He contended the Pres & Congress could remove him & without trial or impeachment.  I held the Constitution provided for his retention of the office during good behavior & that he could not be removed but by impeachment & trial.  He disagreed with me upon this last point.  I asked the Capt about it & he said I was right.  I tried to find a copy of the Constitution of U.S. but failed.  I told him he was wrong & I would make him own it!  What a mistake!  What a miracle I hoped to perform!!  What was my surprise yesterday to have him tell me that the disagreement was all about the court that would try the Justice & not at all in regard to the necessity of impeachment & trial before removal.  Thus, he wholly left his first ground & stoutly denied having occupied it at all!!!  Surely this is strategy! but who respects or admires it?
We do all picket today with 90 privates, 17 Sergts & Corps & 3 Commissioned officers.  We relieved 106th Ill.  I am on.  There are 9 from our Co & 2 Corps & Capt.  A.M. cloudy & windy , P.M. bright & clear.  Mail with escort went early A.M.  All well.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 10th, Thursday, 1864

Yesterday, I finished reading the 2d Book of Samuel & my book 'Roads & Rail Roads'.  I found many useful facts & information, very interesting to me both in regard to the construction of common roads as well as R.R. & engines.  I read parts of a speech by Maj. Gen. Shurty of Wis made in Philadelphia.  Yesterday P.M. there was quite an alarm in camp made by the report of a messenger who came from the forage train saying that it had been attacked by rebels & that a bridge had been burned so as to cut off the train.  Most of the Cav. here went out to secure the train & I heard Clayton went out with them.  The report proved not so bad as first stated for all our loss so far as I heard was that two stragglers of 13th Ill Cav were captured, but our boys saw no rebels nor were they fired at by any.  I had about 7 hours of good & pleasant sleep last night for I was on 3d relief, the best for sleep.  We waked twice for Grand Rounds.  The night was cool & frosty.  Sky was clear & I noticed for many hours wholly cloudless.  I do not remember to have seen the sky free from clouds but two or three times before in my life.  The other times were by day, but I think it may be seen clear many times by night but seldom by day.  I wrote some in my blank book today on pages 28 & 29.  I went about a few hours this P.M. in 62 & 106 Ill. regiments & sold the last of my ream of paper.  There was but little sale as nearly all the boys are in want of money.  But few of 62d are here, most of them being at home on veteran furlough.  I hope they will be allowed to remain till after election so they can vote.  I conversed some with a few of the boys of 106 about them not being allowed to vote.  They agreed it was the Copperhead majority in their State legislatures that prevent the soldiers of Ill & Ind from voting.  There was an effort made by some in their Regt to have an election held which, though without effect or force direct, would make known the opinion of the men.  This was prevented by a few of the officers.  Some of the companies had Co Drill.  They have built winter quarters, but no so comfortable & nice as ours.  I read in Independent of Sept 29th & Oct 6th in the last I read that Wm. Dennisson of Ohio was sworn in Post Master General on 1st ult, Vice [post master?] M. Blair.  Day was clear.  There was a heavy white frost last night.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 11th, Friday, 1864

Last night there was a detail of 5 from our Co for forage to report at 3-40 A.M.  I slept so soundly that I heard nothing of the noise when they reported this morning, in fact I slept so well that I was late for roll call.  We had rather a short breakfast as our supply of bread from yesterday was taken by the foragers, so we had a little corn bread & 'tack' in plenty.  Foster bought some fresh meat for supper, at 10 cts a lb.  Wells was cook today.  I was busy most of the day making a Haversack in which to carry my books & writing material.  I used old knapsacks that some of the boys cast down the river bank, so it cost nothing but the labor.  It is as good as those we got in Wis & we have drawn none since so good as those were.  In the A.M. Joseph Forward helped me some at it.  He is in Co B & cooks for a mess in our Co boys chiefly from Muskego.  He & Wm. Young of our Co have had the care of the wire fence since it was made last summer & have had a very easy place, as it seldom takes more than an hour each day & no night duty.   Yesterday rations were drawn for five days, one of hard bread.  It appears the cause for not drawing 10 days rations as usual is the uncertainty of the time we may stop here & the inconvenience of having much surplus on hand when we move.  We hear rumors that a train started from Little Rock yesterday for this place & it may reach us tomorrow with supplies of clothing & mail.   Strange as it may seem, Henry Bence of our Co, Drummer, lately married what appears to be a young woman in town.  We heard his wife in Wis went off with McKown's father, who also left a wife & family to take care of themselves best they could.  His new partner seems as if she may be an estimable person.  He keeps a barber shop near the Regt & lives close by, has much patronage from the members of our Regt, especially the Com Officers & for some time past he has worked in his trade for Clayton.  He is certainly a strange & erratic person.  It is two years since we went from camp Washburn to Fort Washington & one year ago yesterday we came to this place from Little Rock.  How rapidly time passes!!!  How fast we pass toward the grave & the last day of our life!!  Well, 'tis not in vain, for I hope we will leave the World better than we found it.  Day was clear & beautiful.  Bright & breezy.  Clark is sick today.  I am well! 

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 12th, Saturday, 1864

Last night a detail of 9 privates & two non-com officers was made from our Co & a proportional one from each of the other 6 companies doing Regimental duty.  I took Hinkley's place on Picket & he takes my place on duty as I was the first one left.  This brought him on mess duty in my place as cook & he was also detached on fatigue.  I said to him that for many Sundays past I had been on duty & this he knew I did not like the best, so he proposed changing with one to favor me.  This is not the first time he & I did such favors for each other.  All our Co except Sergts Donaldson & McNeill-the first of whom volunteered for picket- & a part of Co H are on Sulphur Springs Road.  Day is truly beautiful, air mild & rather calm & clear, almost as ether.  Sky bright.  We heard quails, bluebirds, & robins this morning.  Those are coming south, the two latter at least from the approaching northern winter.  About noon I rec'd a letter from Matt dated 23d & 25th ult & mailed 26th.  It consisted of two sheets of note paper & contained a full account of the incidents connected with his draft.  He says that at first when on Sept 23d he knew he was drafted he made up his mind to come here & serve out is year.  He saw Capt Murray who told him he had a good chance to come to our Regt & told everyone or many of his intention to do so.  Of the causes that prevented him from doing so & caused him to change his mind about coming he says: 
"On our way  home from Milwaukee, I asked Anthony how he though might be the best way to arrange affairs, whether he would leave his home in Muskego & come down here -New Berlin- or the old people to leave home & go to Muskego & live with him for a year, for said I 'It will not do to leave them alone this winter'.  'Will', said he 'you are not going are you?'  I said 'I think I will'-& said 'it may be that I must'.  John favored getting a substitute at any cost.  I opposed it as it was for only a year-if it were for three years I might feel different about it as I don't think I would like to be obliged to serve for three years.  But when we got home the news got into the house long before I did.  When I went in , Mother spoke but I forget what she said, but Father said not a word.  When Mother understood that I did not favor getting a substitute, she fairly sunk into despair.  After supper Anthony started for home & Mother followed him out & I heard her cry, and ask the question.  'What will I do?'  That made me feel sad & thoughtful.  I then thought for the first time that I should not go.  I always knew there were means enough at hand to buy a substitute, though it were $1000.  Still, I wished to go, as it was for so short a term.  That night after I went to bed -& I was the last one to go, I could hear mother cry, & in the morning when Father rose he cried & said to me 'That it was the darkest day he ever saw in all his life', for said he 'Now the short time I have to live, I am alone & left to cry'. It was for those reasons that I consented to pay $700 to one that would take my place."
I have made this long extract from Matt's letter because it tells one of the life trials that come so seldom in the life of most persons & perhaps one of the most severe that ever hung its shadow about our household.  I heartily rejoice at its removal in so truly loyal & honorable way.  For awhile, the Peace of home & the contentment of our Old Parents are secured.  We still contribute to the support of our Dear Land & her holy cause.  In fact, where a good man who can be spared-as single men free from the charge or support of others-takes the place of persons situated as Matt is, I think all parties-even the country- gain by the change.  Surely not for all material wealth would have my Father & Mother suffer for a month -much less for a year- as they certainly would if Matt came away.  Truly I can now bear anything during the rest of my term knowing as I do that all will be well at home.   I read the five first Chapters of the 3d book of Kins & wrote three pages of large letter size to Matt.
The officer of the Day said to us this P.M. that our Regt would probably be relieved from duty here in a day or two.  This looks very much as if we would soon go to Little Rock.  The mail was brought by the train which got in this A.M. & was 2 1/2 days on the way.  They came on the north side of the river.  One package of note paper came for which I sent $4.00 for H & I.  I got but one letter.  The boys from Muskego have word that Peter Dougherty of that town who was drafted, ran away to parts unknown.  In our town, Walter Sterling was missing, having been drafted & it seems from reports that more than 1/2 all that were drafted ran off as soon as they heard of it.  I heard L. Evans had returned home.  I am very well.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 13th, Sunday, 1864

Last night was clear & bright nearly the whole time, for the moon set but a short time before daylight.  There was but a light frost.  Wells & I slept together & we were warm & comfortable.  We were relieved after 9 A.M. & I meant to go to church, but as I had much to do.  I stopped in Camp.  I read Chicago Tribune of 1st inst.  There was but little news from any point & little of military importance.  There were returns of the state Elections in Pa, Ohio, & Ind.  In some N.Y. Regts the vote was from 5 to 30 times as large on Union side as for McClellan.  Those were known before election day owing to the fact that soldiers from the Empire State vote by proxy at home.
I finished my letter to Matt & sent it off tonight as the mail goes tomorrow.  Hinkley & two others from our Co  went on forage today, early as usual.  Higley came down with the mail & he goes with it tomorrow.  This A.M. I read a letter of 23d ult from Miss. P.A. Evans to Gilbert.  She attends school at the college in Waukesha.  She has taken a school term of five months at $23 a month.  Her brother Alanzo goes to school at the same place.  I believe she expresses some sentiments of truth & loyalty, higher & nobler than her father may entertain.  There seems to be good demand for women in the schools.  I rejoice they receive so good wages which in times past were altogether too low compared with those paid men.  She said Miss Annie Murray had an offer of the Center District School for the winter term.  There were vast flocks of pigeons flying southward from the river this A.M. but they appeared to break up into small parties & return again to the line of the river.  Those are like flocks we saw last year at Little Rock & are the largest I ever saws.  I read a report of a meeting of the Reb Governors east of Miss River which is said to have convened at Atlanta, Geo (?).  Oct __ in which they resolved that the last man, the last dollar & the negroes must be employed in prosecuting the War.  There is little connection or real help from States west of Miss River at present to the Confederate cause.  In Oct, Jeff Davis made speeches in many parts of Al. & Geo.  His reception is said in Rebel papers to have been cold with little display of enthusiasm.  Gen Johnson supercedes Hood in Geo.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 14th, Monday, 1864

Last night I read a sharp & sensible article of eight pages in Sept No. of Atlantic Monthly on the merits & defects of Volunteer Officers as compared with those that have received a military education at West Point or Annapolis.  The writer appears to have been 'behind the scenes' for many of his remarks & very pertinent & forcible.  Still for the very defects in most volunteer officers, remissness & want of rigid enforcement of a strict discipline & the execution of every punctilio of military rules & every technicality of regulations, for these things which leave the soldier as much as possible a man instead of converting him, for the time being into a mere locomotive or portable machine.  I like the volunteer service & hardly for any consideration could I be induced to enter the regular service.  There are neglects of cleanliness &c about a camp which cause the man to suffer from sickness & by which the efficiency of the service is very much impaired & which can not be too strongly condemned or too scrupulously avoided;  while on the contrary, Lieut Turner tried his best at Helena to force upon our Co the system of Co cooking, which never could be made to work as well among us as doing our cooking in small messes of from four to a dozen in each.  This arrangement of cooking for the Co in one or two messes is, I believe, the way followed in the Regular Army.
I had as good & pleasant a sleep till after Roll Call this morning as I ever had in my life.  I did not hear the drums beat for Reveille.  A.M. was sunny & immerse flocks of pigeons filled the air along the river for nearly an hour.  Many shots were fired at them, but one only was hit.  Adj. ordered Walton in arrest for firing his pistol, but he was released this evening, so he might go on Picket tomorrow.  Forage train got in about 4 P.M.  Boys complain of delays resulting from mismanagement, the consequence of drunkenness of some Com. Officers in command.  Wagons were searched by Co D before crossing Pontoon Bridge & dead hogs &c which the boys got were confiscated.  Donaldson marked two blankets for me & knapsack.  P.M. was cloudy & night showery.  I am very well.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 15th, Tuesday, 1864

Last night the rain fell at times very freely, but ere midnight the sky was clear & the moon was brightly shining.  In the last of the night the air grew cold & the wind was high & sharp.  There was a detail of ten Privates & two Corps from our Co for Picket.  Hinkley is tired today, for forage is the most severe duty we perform.  Today was cloudy & quite cold in the A.M. but the P.M. was moderate.  I was cook today & had quite a job of washing dishes before breakfast that were left over last night.  This has been the practice of the boys since Sunday because Turner did not cook supper that day & some of the others did & left the dishes unwashed.  Rations were drawn today for 5 days & Turner, Hinkley & I had our share drawn in Mr Corp Moore's mess.  There were five besides himself in before, viz, Sergt D. McNeill, Wm. Young, Wm. Jones, Peter Coons & Sergt W.T. Donaldson.  Moore does all the cooking when not on duty for which each pays him $1.00 a month.  He also has chief management & control of the interests & affairs of the mess & as he is a sensible man & very diligent, the cooking is very good & regular & the food I think is better than in most other messes.  It is with feelings of some regret that I part from those with whom we have been so long associated, though at times some of them were rough & offensive.  On a few occasions, I exhibited some feeling & resentment, but on most occasions I tried to bear quietly & calmly all offense & insult, profanity & vulgarity may be less I hope, though I can not be wholly away from those disgusting annoyance while in the army.  I rejoice in the consciousness that I seldom if ever uttered while in the mess any profane or obscene word or sentiment, for it was painful to me to hear it from others.
Today I read N.Y. Independent of 20th ult of the death recently of Walter Savage Landor.  He was a true & genuine Republican, though born one of the aristocracy of Great Britain he always favored the progress of Freedom & the rights of all the people.  He was quite a literary man, but few of his works are of permanent value.  He lived in Italy many years, but died in England.  I am very well....

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 16th, Wednesday, 1864

I had a good sleep last night & waked up before Reveille.  Today was cloudy & calm.  In the morning I thought I would have a day of leisure so that I might study & write some.  Ah, how forgetful was I, for soon I was detailed on fatigue duty at 9 O'clock with three others from Co's K, E, & H.  Our work was to chop four wagon loads of wood -oak- two of them for Post Hospital & two for the comfort of Lieut Col Gray.  Thus I thought we now do the drudgery for persons of less worth of character than ourselves, but ere the end of a year things will undergo a great change & they that now have many to minister to them will be compelled to do their own work.  We reached camp at 4 P.M. with our task done, having cut two loads in A.M., two in P.M.  There was Dress Parade yesterday P.M. & this P.M. at 4 1/2 O'clock.  We began in our new boarding place this morning.  For breakfast & supper we had good corn bake in plenty & for dinner no coffee, but good water & tea & a cut of pumpkin pie for supper.  Even today I could see evidence of much greater economy than our old mess would care about having.   I began to read today a small 16 mo pamphlet of 130 pages, entitled 'Prairie Farming' by James Caird, memeber of Parliament of Great Britain.  It is a very sensible & interesting record of what he saw & heard & thought during a short tour of parts of N.Y., the Canadas, & the N. Western States, Michigan, Ills, Wis, & Minn.  I read the first half of it & he appears to be wholly free from national prejudice & conceit so common among many of the English.  For some few months past there has been rumors of the consolidation of the British North American provinces into a more distinct & independent national union than they ever before formed & that this was favored for economy to the English government by many of her leading public men.  I would like in it well to see all the Possessions of Great Britain forced from all control of her Government & United in an independent Republic or better yet, forming by their own choice a part of the U.S. & divided into States on an equality with all the other states of our New Free Union.  I have a hope that the latter will yet take place for if all our States be free, I think the interests of our Northern neighbors & our own would be identical.
I am very well today.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 17th, Thursday, 1864

Last night I lay down at 10 O'clock & had a good sleep till about 4 O'clock this A.M. when I was waked by Orderly, as I was detailed for forage duty.  Jones fried some pork last night & we were to take it out with us.  We were ready & reported about 4 1/2 O'clock while the rain fell steadily & was sometimes heavy.  The detail was about 30 men & Lieut Coates was in command.  We marched to the Pontoon Bridge & Lieut went promptly to the Quarter Master & waked him & found about him sending out the train so rainy a time.  After waiting nearly an hour, the Wagon Master came along & said we might go to our quarters with which we gladly complied.  It was 6 O'clock when we got back to camp.  I & Jones ate breakfast early, he lay down but I wrote by candlelight till after daylight.  The Day was cloudy & rain fell a part of the time.  I read some in 'Prairie Framing' & wrote a page in "Memories'.  Gilbert & many of us in our room had some talk in regard to the style of some pieces in Sept No. of Atlantic Monthly.  He condemned the style of the first article -Cadmean Madness- as containing too many words that the majority of diligent? readers can not understand.  I held they could if they tried to use their time, means, & natural abilities as well as they could do & might do.  There were many words in the piece that I seldom meet but still could understand them in the connection in which they are used & many others that I would like to find in the dictionary.  To all those he objected, because the majority could not understand them while I contended that such might be properly used even though people had to work & study for many of the words.  He said there was a strong resemblance between me & my brothers Anthony & Matt.  I was a little surprised at this & then we spoke of some of the families about our section of country.
During the last six days the river rose gradually till last night when it began to rise very fast & today it is so high that boats can run well.  The Annie Jacobs came down at dark, but brought no mail.  I heard this evening that Sherman burned Atlanta & started for Charleston, S.C.  I am very well.

 

Pine Bluff, Jefferson Co
November 18th, Friday, 1864

Yesterday there were 12 privates on camp guard, which was nine more than the usual No.  The cause was that for many days past some of the boys discharged many shots, sometimes at the flocks of pigeons that flew over us & often purely for mischief.  As this is against standing or permanent orders.  Someone, it seems, determined to administer a dose of prevention.  Thus, were the many innocent liable to punishment for the transgression of the few.  The 9 were relieved last night & will not be put on again if this very reasonable order be observed.  I rejoice that the punishment is no longer continued & am resolved to aid all I can to prevent any necessity or cause for resorting to it again.
We hear reports that Price has come to grief as the result of his expedition in Missouri.  Some of our Co saw some deserters from his army & those say all the Mo. troops deserted him & he was making his way back through the Indian Nation with a small remnant of his Army said now to No. but 3 or 4000 men all told.  We hear he lost nearly all his Artillery.  One of those men says he saw Gen's Fagan & Shelby dead on the field.  I consider this rather doubtful & in fact, all we hear is very unreliable, being such a mixture of truth & misstatement all with so many changes & additions.
The boat brought a load of rations, which the colored Battery boys are unloading today.  They have a disagreeable time in the mud, such as we often had before.  The river continues to rise & now boats can make the down trip in one day.  We now wish they would move us to Little Rock as by going on the boat we can take many things, which we would be forced to leave, if we moved by land, but if they leave us here all winter we will be well pleased.  On the boat came 12 vol recruits for our Regt.  I had a short talk with one of them--from Delafield- this P.M.  They started three weeks ago from Camp Randal, Madison.  He said there were 40 more to come.  They enlisted for one year.  He said he had 12 relatives in U.S. Army, two brothers in our Regt.  I read some today in my Bible.  Our Regt does Picket today.  Capt & Lieut are on.  I am on guard in camp & am well.  Rain fell nearly all day.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 19th, Saturday, 1864

Last night was a rainy, dark, & drizzling one.  I was on guard at the Carrol or stables for the mule teams of our Regiment.  I was on from 7 to 9 P.M. & from 1 to 3 & 7 to 9 A.M. having slept about 7 1/2 hours in the intervals.  During the day I felt well & fully satisfied with my sleep.  I wrote two pages in my 'book of memories' & I read several chapters in my Bible, to the death of Solomon at the end of 11th chap of 1st Book of Kings.  It is strange, I said today, speaking with due respect that so much is said & so minute an account is given of so merely worldly matters as his wealth, extravagance & to the vulgar eye his gorgeous splendor.  It may perhaps be designed to show how even he, the wisest & wealthiest of Kings & men came to naught when he forsook the ways of God.  How else could it be with him when he went so far in sensual excess as to have 700 wives & 300 concubines & 'tis said 'twas those that turned away his heart from God's Law.
Last evening, Hinkley & I sent an order for some gold pens to N.Y. City.  After straightening our accounts I have about a dollar left & H- the same.  As our expenses are few & are not likely to increase much this may be sufficient to meet our wants till pay day.  If our pens come along as our last lot, did we may sell them at a profit when the boys get paid.
We had a detail for fatigue -to unload the boat- from our Regt today.  We heard there were onions in the Post Commissary, brought down by the boat & we got a requisition for some.  They are sold at .06 a lb.  I heard Foster paid $1.00 a lb for some onions to help his brother's earache & a citizen told me about two weeks ago that he paid 50 cts a pound for a few quarts he had.  The boat went up this P.M. & took the mail.  I sent two sheets of diary to Matt in a letter.  River rises rapidly & is now quite high.  Capt did not feel well today on account of loss of sleep last night.  He could hardly endure the hardships of a Private though he enlisted as one.  This evening Gilbert came in & we had a pleasant talk for a time, but the Minds &c became the subject & all ended as usual.  Moore, Donaldson & I & Hinkley against him.

 

Pine Bluff, Ark
November 20th, Sunday, 1864

Last night there was no other detail for camp guard.  We were all glad of this, for I felt we would have one Sabbath rest in camp.  All this was changed so on after taps, we heard an Orderlies Call & all felt there was something new on foot.  With true soldier indifference, I said to Hinkley that we would sleep soundly till morning as if we were wanted we would be informed.  We slept well till morning when at Roll Call 10 privates & three Corps & Sergts were detailed for Picket.  This took a few that came off yesterday morning, thus going on every other day.  The cause was this, the Lieut Col of the 106th Ill Inf died yesterday & his Regt, whose turn it was to do the Picketing today, was excused that they might escort the remains to the grave.  The funeral took place about noon.  The Starry flag of our Union & the Ill state flag were carried in the usual place in the center of the Regt.  The body was carried in an ambulance.  The tune played was a sweet one, the same I think to which I heard my mother sing, the poem by Burns, beginning 'Adieu, a heart warm fond Adieu'.  The tune is a beautiful one & quite plaintive.  The volleys were rather scattering, or what our boys called poor.  Well thus alike are the highest & the lowest in the army as well as out of it, consigned to the earth where the worm consumes the forms that were once so strong & beautiful.
The day was cloudy in the A.M. & in the morning threatened rain about M. the sun shone bright & pleasant.  The officers on Picket are Capt Kenyon & Lieuts Seymour & Howing.
Today I read the Sentinel of 27th ult,  It contains a detailed account of Sheridan's great victory over the Rebel Gen Early on the 19th Oct just a month ago yesterday.  Early in the day had the rebels had gained great advantages owing to the fog being so thick that their advance was not observed till within a few feet of our lines.  Later in the day, the sky became clear & Sheridan came on the ground & the long & desperate fight resulted most disastrously to the rebel forces, they being whipped & were severe.  The rebels took some 20 cannons in the A.M. but in the P.M. about 45 or 50 fell into our hands owing to the complete dispersion of the enemy.  Today each Co of our Regt got a pail full of crout or cabbage, & one of onions from the Hospital.  I read some in my Bible .  Walton is in arrest for first offence.  Boat came down P.M. & brought but mail.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 21st, Monday, 1864

Last night I was on Post from 3 1/2 to 7 1/2 P.M. & from 11 1/2 to 1 1/2 A.M. & from 5 1/2 to 7 1/2 A.M. today.  The first part of the night was calm & the air was mild & soft, but about midnight the wind rose high & the air was soon cold & piercing.  Owing to the late rains the water stood on the surface so as to cover nearly all of it & this prevented vedette from moving about or walking on a beat so that he could keep warm.  Many of the vedettes had little fires at the post at which they dried their shoes or boots & warmed their feet.  I had about 7 hours of good & refreshing sleep while few others were able to get any sleep, after midnight.  After daylight the air was frosty & we waited impatiently for the relief Picket to come, which the did at 9 1/2 A.M.   Last evening Hinkley went to camp for the mail which was a small one & brought out 4 or five letters for all on Post, some14 in No.  I had one from Matt -a short one of one sheet of note- dated 30th ult & 1st inst.  They were all well.  Weather was cloudy, damp & warm. (He said week from today we elect Old Abe).  Mother went to mass, she walked I think quite a walk for a person past 70 years from 3 1/2 to 4 1/2 miles.  Oct 27th he was at a meeting at Hales Corners & heard E.D. Holton speak.  He liked well what Holton said & that was not for compromise.  They had all the corn husked, but some on the barn floor.  He heard there was to be another draft to fill up deficiencies.  Also that but 17 out of the 27 drafted, & as many more drafted to fill the place of exempts &c reported thus perhaps necessitating the draft spoken of.  If no more were drafted from the club organized last fall, he would draw about $200 as his share.  Thomas Brogan was at Father's house & visited awhile.  He thought some of taking the shool [school?] in that district.  It was a cheering last night to hear the shouting & cheering for Abraham Lincoln & firing of guns &c which I heard among the Ill. Regts.  All this showed very clearly how the soldiers from that state would vote if allowed to do so.  Today was clear & bright & the wind was high & piercing, especially in the P.M. so that it was certainly the coldest day this season.  But few papers were received.  Capt got [Milwaukee] Sentinels to the 8th inst.  Rebel accounts say that our gun boats in Albemarle Sound, N.C. after three days fighting got possession of the town of Plymouth, which the Rebels took from us last May.  Yesterday I began the study of my Algebra.[!!!]

 

Pine Bluff, Arkansas
November 22d, Tuesday, 1864

Yesterday I ate too much soup at dinner, for we had fresh beef & in the soup were some desecated vegetables, such as we get as a part of our rations & as we sometimes call them desecrated vegetables, for though composed of cabbage, carrots, turnips, peppers, and many others still they taste but little like those when fresh.  I have found that soup seldom agrees with me, especially if beans form a part, though I like beans well boiled & then baked to a brown color, otherwise they seldom agree with me.  This made me uneasy all the P.M. so I resolved to eat but little supper.  Well I ate but one slice of bread, but I drank two cups of tea & that was more than enough, so again I felt uncomfortable from that cause.  I had a good sleep till roll call this morning.  The wind blew high before daylight & continued till 9 O'clock when it fell.  The night & morning were the coldest of the season, in fact it was much like a winter time in Wis.  The boat brought down a supply of forage & details were made for its removal.  The Corporals & Sergeants of our Co have been taxed heavily getting a supply of road ahead, as the teams are expected to be absent some time soon to draw corn to the river so the boats may draw us a supply, the roads being impassible by reason of the late rains.  There are accounts of the capture by the Rebels of 3 or 4 gunboats, tin clad & 6 to 10 transports at Johnsonville on the Tenn River, about the 5th inst.  It is stated that Gen. Hood is moving into Tenn & that Forrest gets in concert with him.  It is believed that Hood has most or all his army with him, while Sherman left on Corps of his army to cooperate with our forces in Tennessee & moved remaining four corps to Atlanta, thus leaving Hood far in his rear.  It is not improbable that Sherman may have abandoned Atlanta & moved with his whole force against Charleston, S.C. though accounts of a late date say he had fortified it strongly so that a small force could hold it.  Last evening, I took a walk down town & saw R.D. Lewis, who for some time past has been unfit for duty.  He came up to Camp this P.M. & sat awhile.  Draper was up also.  Mess bought 1 gal of molasses for 95 cts & 1/4 bu of onions for 90 cts.  I read & wrote some today & am very well.  Steamer went up today P.M. & brought mail.

 

Pine Bluff, Arkansas
November 23d, Wednesday, 1864

Last evening we had Parade at 4-30.  I was a little surprised at the sight of Walton of our Co & one of Co ___ being marched under guard to be reprimanded by Capt Stephens before the Regt.  Many of the boys cursed & felt indignant against the Adj as he was the cause of this extra punishment.  It appears that Capt Stephens wished to dismiss the case of Walton shooting against orders, but Adj went to Clayton and reported the case & orders were given for the extra punishment.  Many are the anathemas that are uttered against this too officious Official in our Regt the Adj.  How different from this was the feeling toward our first Adj. John A. Savage who during the last summer fell in defense of our nation's cause & honor on the bloody fields of Va & his memory will be cherished in many hearts for long, long years.  Hail Glorious Democrat, so true to Freedom & Country & to God!!! though false to the base behests of treacherous party & determined to maintain Union & Liberty though all party ties had to be severed, how we need more noble, devoted men like thee to save our Land & make her grand & glorious as she is sure soon to be.  What an honor to Old Badger to hold his ashes in her fond embrace.  How gladly will I visit his grave & shed a tear to the memory of so true a fellow soldier.
I slept well last night & till Reveille.  Today was milder than the last two days, sky clear & sun shine bright.  Our Regt is on picket today, 9 privates & 3 Corps on Picket & one private & one Corp on guard.  I have been at leisure all day & have read & written some.  I finished the 1st book of Kings.
The opinion gains that we are likely to remain here all winter as we heard some reports by last mail that 29th Iowa had returned to their old duties from which they had been relieved, preparatory to coming here.  We also hear the whole move was the result of wire pulling for promotion on the part of some ambitious spirits at Little Rock.  Gilbert has ague & fever today & had day before yesterday.  Some sweet potatoes were sold at Picket line for $2.50 a bushel.  Clark bought some.  A few boats came up the river & more are coming.  I am well.

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 24th, Thursday, 1864

Last night the mail was distributed about 9 O'clock.  Most of the boys got letters.  Mr. Moore got four, Hinkley got one & I got one.  Mine was from Matt & was dated 6th to 9th inst.  All at home were well.  Weather was rainy & but little frost was felt.  He & Father, John & neighbor Fohay went to election in the P.M. of the 8th & all voted the unconditional Union, no surrender, no compromise ticket for Honest Old Abraham Lincoln & Loyal Andrew Johnson of Tenn.  He said all was quiet on the day of election.  Oh! this brings to me the Joy I so much longed for, viz that the day would be so pleasant & my dear old Father able & disposed to attend the contest in which freemen assemble to determine results as vast & momentous as ever occupied the attention of a Councel of Kings.  And God be praised, the result is a decision in favor of the prosecution of the War till the last Rebel fills his place in the Last Ditch.
I have seen the Waukesha Freeman of the ____ inst.  It has meager returns from places along the R.R. lines & other chief places in Wis & some reports from the East Waukesha Co gives a Copperhead majority of about 150, though most of the towns give a small Union majority.  New Berlin, of infamous memory, gives a rebel maj. [majority?] of about 140, Muskego 65 or 70, Waukesha town & village went 93 Union maj.  New York is said to have given about 35,00 maj for McClellan in the city, state of N.Y. is Union.  Ill also.  Well, the vote of our Regt will set our Co ticket also the assembly districts & I hope our Congressional District all right I hope.  It seems very probable that Delaware & New Jersey & perhaps Ky are the only states that have given majorities for McClellan.  In nearly all the States there is a large gain of Union Congressmen.
Moore was on guard last night & he had breakfast ready at daylight or before roll call.  Night was moderate & today was calm & the air was soft & pleasant.  It changes & looks a little like rain.  Our Regt was out for inspection at 10 A.M. & after wasting an hour or more during which time we did nothing but wait, the order was countermanded.  A medical inspection came on the boat & examined our quarters &c.  I mended my clothes some P.M.  Parade was at 4 P.M.  Boat went up P.M.  River keeps steady & rather falls.  I am very well.

 

Pine Bluff, Ark
November 25th, Friday, 1864

I slept well last night.  Moore had breakfast ready before daylight so we ate by candle light.  I am on guard today at Clayton's Headquarters.  It has rained lightly nearly all day, so the guard stands under the porch all the time.  The day is calm & the air soft & time passes rapidly with me though the appearance of things is somber & rather dreary.  I am on the first relief from 9 to 11 A.M.  The medical inspector was at Clayton's this A.M. & I heard Clayton & him & some others express some opinions of the relative capacities & qualities of Man compared with Woman.  One remarked that the male of birds, beasts, &c in the natural kingdom were always most beautiful & perfect.  Gen Clayton made the remark that Man was superior to Woman in respect to his physical as well as his mental abilities.  Well, I think many such men know as little of abstruse [?] questions as many others who never wear shoulder straps, stars or eagles for very often they waste their leisure in dissolute ways instead of using their time & means so plenty for personal improvement & learning useful knowledge.
The theatre opened last night being the first time in several months.  I understood from a reference to neglected business that the Gen & his military household attended the exhibition.  Five steamers came up the river & reached the landing about 11 O'clock A.M.  There was no gunboat with them.  Most or all of them are large boats.  Three of them passed on to Little Rock after a short delay, viz May Duke, Eclipse, & Saint Cloud.  As they steamed up in view the sight presented was a beautiful one.  The veterans of the 62d Ill Inf were on the boats.  I did not hear if they had any new recruits.  All Ill. troops in the state were allowed to remain till after election, but this delay limited to the 14th inst.  During the last two months there was an order issued & for a time in force in the North prohibiting the sale of powder & all kinds of fire arms.  Copperhead called this the Powder Order & were greatly incensed against it.  I read some in Hinkley's book The Sexual Organism.  I sent a letter to Matt, but mail did not go.  I said some prayers on my knees last night.

 

Pine Bluff, Ark
November 26th Saturday, 1864

Last night was damp & rainy a part or most of the time.  I had a good sleep from 11 to 5 1/2 A.M.  When I was on guard from 9 to 11 P.M. I sat on a soft sofa on the porch, while inside Clayton &c were busy playing cards.  I heard sums mentioned which one had lost & another won.  About 10 O'clock Col. Erskine of 13th Ill Cav went away, having declined playing poker.  The guard that relieved at 5 1/2 A.M. said they stopped playing at 5 & the Gen said 'it was time to go to bed'.  What a view of the habits of men in very responsible places & having large duties & liberal advantages & salary was thus given & this is, I fear, a common specimen of the ways of such men & those too whom do such surprising feats of valor as we read about in letters & papers.  How true it is that no man is a hero to his personal attendants; & that 'Distance lends enchantment to the view!'    Yesterday the rumor again started & spread like a prairie fire that orders were received from Little Rock for our Regt to go very soon to that place.  Still we have no positive or reliable information in regard to it, but some movements such as the removal of some or all our sick into the Post Hospital from the house lately occupied, & we hear rumors from Capt Stephens &c but all is doubt & uncertainty.  Now that the river is high one would think it certain that we would be moved on a boat for the roads are deep & muddy, but this is doubted by many & is a very common subject of speculation among those most interested.  All this is annoying, for now when we have all things well fixed the thought of moving throws every thing loose.  Col Gray is still in arrest & is excluded totally so far as I have seen from Post Headquarters.  He seems to go very little anywhere & looks rather dispirited.  Alas, that his case is not one in which he can be supported by the sense of high duty nobly done, thus when we do evil we come soon to have no friends & no comfort, but if well, then God is ours forever.
Today was wet & rainy.  I washed a lot of clothes for some of the boys to the amount of $1.25 & with my own more than $1.50.  Our Regt is on Picket today.  I am well.

 

Pine Bluff, Ark
November 27th, Sunday, 1864

This was a heavy, dreary day & till the middle of P.M.  It was wet & dark.  I did not leave camp till about 3 O'clock when I went about the muddy streets for 3/4 of an hour seeking something to cheer my rather heavy spirits & in part a place where I might get some good apples to buy, for I felt greedy for some.  After some inquiries I found a place where they sold apples privately, for it is against orders to keeps shops open on Sunday except those of druggists.  I chose to take two good large ones, rather than three that had some rotten.  This was the highest price I ever paid for apples & I hope ere a year pass away I can get two such for 05 cts.  For those two I paid 25 cts & for one day before yesterday I paid a dime.  This is all the money I have paid for apples so far since last spring & as money is scarce, I shall not buy any more I think.  We had a grand sleep last night & we waked before roll Call.  We had no Inspection today for Capt was on Picket yesterday & came off this A.M. & Lieut Gilbert was in charge a fatigue party.  Teams were busy & details also unloading the boats & drawing oats in sacks to store rooms.  Some of the boats had hay in bales for a part of their loading.  The two remaining here are the Live Oak, a large side wheeler & the Tempest, smaller, but of the same class.  The river falls rapidly from 12 to 20 inches in the last 24 hours.  Today I read the St. Louis, Mo Republican of the 18 inst.  This is a bitter copperhead paper, while the Mo Democrat is an able & true Union & radical paper.  In it I saw an estimate of the home vote for Pres & which gives Lincoln a maj of 250, 00 & I think it will prove more than that so the soldiers vote will raise it to 400 or 500,000.  The only states known to have given a maj for McClellan are it.  Jersey & Delaware & Kentucky probably & Mo possibly.  I wrote a letter to Matt today.  Last night & on Thursday night I said my prayers on my knees & this morning also.  I am very well.

 

Pine Bluff, Ark
November 28th, Monday, 1864

This was a pleasanter day than any we had for what seems to be a long time past.  The ground dries & the streets are not so sloppy as they were yesterday & days before.  I was busy most of the time in the A.M. mending my old overcoat & in the morning after breakfast I read several chap in Book of Kings.  This includes some of the transactions of the Prophet Elijah.  Mention is made of many of the short reigns of some of the wicked kings of Judah & Israel.  The dreadful death of the wicked Jezebel, of which I first read many years ago in the History of the Bible is given.
In the P.M., I was detailed with three or four others from each Co for fatigue duty.  We rolled bales of hay off the Tempest while another detail loaded them onto the wagons.  The bales were smaller than those we helped reload at Helena & weighed I think about 200 to 250 lbs each.  I heard there were 700 or 800 bales on that boat, besides other freight.  I read the Inspection Certificate posted up in the cabin & also that of the Live Oak in the cabin of that boat.  Those are very minute in regard to details & the established requirements as regulated by law.  The tonnage of the first is 161 tons & that of the Live Oak 366.  The boilers of the Tempest were subjected to a pressure of 200 lbs to the sqr. inch & those of the other to 195 lbs.  The Live Oak is a fine & large steamer & both of those boats are owned by the Masters on board.  From the Oak, a large quantity of government freight was taken today.  This consisted of spokes, tongues, hubs, iron boxes, & other material for repairing Gov wagons, also a large number of blacksmith & carpenter & tools in sets packed in boxes & sets of horse shoeing tools, anvils, bellows, nails &c.  Most of this, I suppose, is intended for shipment to up the river to the Rock & Ft Smith.  I judge there is a school somewhere in town for the children who were lately prevented by Hell-black slavery & state laws enacted in its interest from learning to read for I see many of them in tidy attire with the old elementary spelling book in their hands or pockets & this makes my heart rejoice.  The river continues to fall.  It fell a foot in last 24 hours.  I am well

 

Camp at Pine Bluff
November 29th, Tuesday, 1864

This is very apt to be our last night in this place.  About noon it became definitely known that the time had come & soon after, we had orders to pack all our extra baggage in boxes which would be sent to Little Rock.  We were to take a change of clothes with us in our knapsacks & blankets &c.  We hope we will not be compelled to carry our knapsacks far on the way, but of this we know not.  With all, it has been a hurried, feverish & excited day.  Every Mess had so many things to dispose of from a store to a box of blacking & there were many citizens about, bargaining, as one of the boys remarked for stoves that in many instances the boys stole from them but a short time ago.  In this way some get from five to fifteen dollars for the furniture of their quarters.  I heard that seven from different companies of our Regt are to remain on duty at this post.  Of those, two are from our Co.:  McKee & Draper, both of those are permanently detailed in the Post Commissary, Mc. as clerk & Draper in some other responsible & easy duty.  Sergt Brown of Co C is Clerk in Adj Gen Office.  Sergt Elliot Co A is chief printer doing work for the Post.  Private Summerlot of Co B remains for the present, at Post bakery.  All except two others have been relieved & join the respective Companies.
The day was a very pleasant one, arid was mild & sunshine was soft & mellow.  This P.M. I mailed six or 8 books & packages, on which I paid about a dollar postage.  One of the packages was a morrocco watch case in which I put my sliver pen case or holder which I brought from Wis when I came away.  Also in it were four five cent pieces in silver.  If I do not return some one may value those relics at more than their nominal value.  This A.M. I read many Chap in my Bible & this evening I made a short call to Lieut Teel at the quarters of the Ambulance Corps.  I also was in the Regt Hospital, where I saw & talked with Sergt Alex Rogers.  All the boys are jubilant.  We expected a boat with mail but none came.  I am very well. 

 

On the March
November 30th, Wednesday, 1864

We were awake & astir late last night & early this morning.   Many of the boys sold a part of their things last evening & many were about camp early taking things away.  Every mess had some things to sell & Moore was busy as he could possibly be packing up & preparing for our start.  I left my knapsack with Lewis who said he would take it along when he comes with our things on the boat.  There were about a dozen of our Regt left behind, Corp Moore of our Co & Lewis & King.  There were about 40 enlisted men & two commissioned officers with us & there are probably more than 500 men that move with us today.  Orders were to fall in at 8 O'clock, but it was long past that time or past 9 when we fell in .  I went to the Post Office & mailed a book & a letter for Matt.  At last we fell in after the long roll had beaten.  I was late in falling into line, but was there before the Co was counted off by two's so I caused no delay.  In our front were a detachment of the 1st Ind Cav.  Orders were given 'Officers to the front'.  Then a sort of farewell order was read in which Clayton expressed his personal regret at the orders by which he was forced to allow us to leave the Post which he commanded.  No praise was stinted, but was rather freely lavished on our Regt for he said it was one of the best if not the best Regt that he ever knew.  We started about 9 1/2 or 10 A.M. & marched by Clayton's Headquarters.  He appeared on the porch, so we were soon on our way.  It was much to our pleasure that we were to come on the South side of the river.  The day was cloudy & threatened rain, but it passed without any falling.  The detachment of Cav acted as escort so far as the Outpost Pickets.  Many of the Officers were under the influence of Drink.  We carried our knapsacks about four miles & then as our Co was on rear guard, we put ours on a wagon.  I took my blankets  We marched 18 miles.

 

 

General Review of November

Many important transactions have taken place during the month & much that occurred last month of which we did not hear till during the month last passed.  Chief among those events is the capture of the rebel Pirate or privateer Florida, which was captured in or near the harbor of Bahia in Brazil.  According to the brief accounts received so far of the circumstances under which the event took place, I have some apprehension that Brazil may feel insulted, somewhat as England in the case of Mason Slidel & in some way our success in ridding the seas of a destructive, a rover, maybe some to our humiliation may none the less rejoice at the prowes & good fortune of our navy.   One of the most provoking items & disagreeable facts that has come under my eye is one stating that a force of 3700 Austrian troops had embarked for N Mexico & that this force was to be augmented to 7,000.  This was in addition to the present French force there.  Now how can Europe hope to spread her monarchical institutions here in any other way than by the waste of precious blood in quantities sufficient to float the combined navies of the World.  I certainly hope to see the day when not a French or other foreign flag or soldier will remain in North America, at least not in Mexico, even if this made it necessary for me to serve another term of three years as a soldier.  What an insult to every American & friend of Free government everywhere to have as sister republic swept from the list of Nations & the Wily Napoleon taking advantage of our internal troubles, using an Austrian Prince as a fox would use a cat's paw to accomplished he dark designs!
After a period of a year & 20 days passed in Pine Bluff, & having lost perhaps 60 to 75 of our Regt. by sickness well have left it probably for the last time.   Heaven has blessed me with good health & good news from home.

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